Don't you ever just wish to disappear completely?
At nights when hope seems to have faded, I wish I could close my eyes and not be able to come back. Float away into the unknown territory of inexistence. Nothing but everlasting inner peace. No matter how rash I might be, even on the brink of it all, I can never seem to pull the trigger. The guilt persists, even when I'm no longer here. It's just a few moments away until I turn others into the same person I was: an individual who had given up all hope. Even the smallest actions bear consequences⎯so I use what's left of me to live.
I bear with the pain,
in hopes that it all ends with me.
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